Sometimes what we crave starts as family pressureโheavy, quiet, and never ours. When Mr. F finally asked me to train him to take pain, I held his gaze and set the rules, letting control turn that old burden into surrender.
้ๅ็ผ็่้ซๆฝฎๅถ็ดไน่ทฏ
ๅพๅคๆๅ๏ผๆๅๅ งๅฟๅฎๅพ็๏ผๅคงๅคไพ่ชๅฎถๅบญ่ๆฏๆๆๅพ ็๏ผๅณไฝฟ้ๅๆๅพ ๅพ่่ฒ ๆฒ้็่ฒ ๆใ
A lot of what we wantโor craveโcan be traced back to our families and the expectations theyโve placed on us.
ไปๅคฉ็ไธป่งๆฏๆ่ช่ญๅคๅนด็่ๆๅใFๅ ็ใใไป็้ทๅจไธๅไฟๅฎๅฎถๅบญ๏ผไธ็ถๆฏ้ฝๆๅพ ไป็ตๅฉ็ๅญ๏ผๅฆๅไธ่ฌ็็ฐๆงๆๆจกๅผใ่ทๅ ดไธ๏ผไปๆ็บๅ ฌๅ้ซ็ณป็ไธๅก๏ผ็ๆดปๅจ้ญๆปฟๆฏๅณ็ตฑ็ถๆฌ็ๆ่ญ้็ต๏ผFๅ ็ไนๆฉๅทฒๅญธๆๅฆไฝๅจ็ฐ็ทๅๆๆปพ่ชๅฆใ
Iโve known Mr. F for years. He grew up in a conservative family, parents pushing him to get married like every โgood straight boy.โ At work, surrounded by old-school patriarchs, heโs learned to blend in with the straight guys like nothingโs different.
ใ้็ถ้ๆจฃ้ๅฃๅพๅฅๆชโฏไฝไฝ ๅฏไปฅๆๆ่จ็ทดๆๅๅฅดๅ๏ผใๆๅคฉFๅ ็ๅณไพ่จๆฏ๏ผ้ไนๆฏๆๅ่ช่ญไปฅไพ๏ผไป็ฌฌไธๆฌก้ๅฃ้็ด่ชฟๆใๆๅพๅฅฝๅฅๅฐๅๅไป๏ผใไฝ ็บไป้บผ้้บผๆธดๆใ็ผ็ใ๏ผใไป่ช็ๅฐๆ่ๅพ่ชช๏ผใๅ ็บๆๅพๅฎๅพๅจ็ผ็ๆ๏ผๅช่ฝ้ไพ้ ๅๅไฝๆฒๅถๅผ็ๆ่ฆบ๏ผ้ฃๆ่ฎๆๅพ็ฝโฏใ็ถไปไธๆ๏ผๆไผผไนๅฏไปฅ็่งฃ้็จฎ็็พ็็ๆ ๏ผๆผๆฏๆๅๅฑ้ๆญฃๅผ็็ฌฌไธๆฌก่จ็ทดใ
Then one day, I got his message: โThis might sound weirdโฆ but can you turn me into a sub who can take a lot of pain?โ
It was his first time asking for a session. I had to ask: โWhy pain? Whatโs so hot about that for you?โ
His reply? โI love the moment when Iโm being tortured and canโt stop groaning. That gets me so fucking hard.โ
I knew exactly what he meant. And I already had the perfect first training in mind.
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